It was fine but...

I flunk my paper, it was fine.

But it wasn't so when people around you were over-concerned bout it. I was keeping it low but everyone seemed to know when acca results was releasing.

Just a day before it released, I went to my friend's place to pai nin. As soon as I sat down in front of the mahjong table, my friend pointed a finger at me and said "Oi! The results is gonna release tomorrow." Good. Now everyone knew about it. The other one said, "So bad la you, remind her of that at this happy moment." She got offended, "What! I'm expecting her to pass." Even better. But what if it turned out otherwise? Did you consider that? "Oh, I don't want to know bt it myself. I said. But she didn't get it. Before I left, she stopped me and said above her voice, "Wenhui! I'll be waiting for your good news!"(hinting me to let her know bout the results asap.)  "Me too!"said another girl.

Since when my results has become everyone's business. "Harr..." was all I could say. 

And the next day I didn't tell anyone of them about my results. They didn't ask and they probably could've guessed. But why?? Why do you need to know? Maybe I'm defensive but I think sometimes people poke their nose in your stuff merely out of bitchiness rather than care, and being competitive.

Hello, give me room to breathe and to heal my wound just in case I'm not doing so well can or not? When u fail your paper the last thing you want is the whole world to know.

Sulking is a plane you wanna fly solo.

Failing a paper or two was fine, it really was!

So I didn't mourn over it long before I decided to brace up and to fight for the next war. And my first resolution was to quit FB because I was spending so much time on it. I need to spend more time with books! And thus I deactivated it.

AND YET it became another issue, the ji muis found out about it and starting asking me why why WHY? I was being all positive I wanted to study and now it seemed to them I was heavily stricken.....*sigh* 

And to avoid being bombarded with questions I also turned down an outing with them on Sunday. I don't know what they would think again but I couldn't care anymore.

P/S: Thanks for drawing everyone's attention to my failure and thanks for magnifying my grief. Thank you!

Im not dead yet

A very tiring day. I'd been sitting in front of my lappy since like this afternoon? It had been over 8 hours lo. What took me so long? (I'm using the desktop now, my laptop's heating, need ingsome rest.)

Well, what else if not assignments ? They come two in a row . One has to be passed up tomorrow, haha. Ya, student like me still like to do homework last minute. Normally Mud(we call each other names, she calls me Shit and I call her Mud) and I will be the ones struggling. After hours of coursework marathon, we finally stopped around 8pm. One is done and ready to be printed and another one can be continued later.

Then Mud gave me a call to confirm some stuff and before she ended the call she said,

Mud: You haven't DIED ar? (Are you still survived from work?)

Me: Not yet la, still alive, haha. How about you? You died already??

Mud: Just half alive, but I feel like dying. T__T

Me: Hahahaha.

Mud: k, that's all. I need to go now.

Me: Don't DIE ar!

Mud: Haha.


So, I'd again survived from tons of work. Hehe.