Feng Shui

I'm a bit of a 'geh poh' person,anything under the sun I would like to know a bit here and there, as long as it's nothing too complex for my brain to handle. But just a little bit, not much, so I'm a "Jack of all trades, master of none".

Like physiognomy and numerology, I'm not too into it but due to my 'geh pohness' I know high nose bridge is a good nose in physiognomy indicating good career and prosperity for men, good marridge and also wealthiness for women, while people with high forehead are smart people. Knowing for the sake of knowing.

Recently, my dad's house in Serdang was vacant and he got a Feng Shui master over to 'diagnose'. Generally he taught how we should place the furniture, everything was fine. He moved from outside the house to inside, living room to the kitchen, and room to room. When he came to my future room I paid extra attention and he said no ceiling fan in bedrooms. 

-_-

That's the only thing I asked for for the whole house. I so wanting a ceiling fan because my current room only has a air-cond and that was from the first day we moved in making it 17 years old this year and I can't turn it on and off every now and then because that's too much for the antique too handle. When it's off the room is like an oven, then I would wish I have a ceiling fan. A standing fan is not the same and can never does the job as good, it blows only to a single direction and blows all my notes away!

 

So I thougt it was bullshit.

I think it's more about the art of creating a harmonious environment so that you and your family can live comfortably and also helping with the relationship. If the advice is reasonable then I'll take. 

A friend of mine, his family members seldom speak to each other. Not that they are not good among each other, just that they seldom spend time together and  do some talking. After work, they eat together without much talking and go back to their own rooms. It's has been like that all the while. Then I realise they seldom spend their time in the living room. They have a set of wooden classy-looking table and chairs but not very much utilised. Probably because it's not very comfy and you won't spend hours sitting on it. Also, they don't watch TV. Further cutting down the opportunity to spend time together. So I would say it would make a whole lot of difference if they change it to cosy sofas and simply by subscribing to Astro.

Dear friend, this is the advice from the cheat one Feng Shui Master Yee to you.

It was fine but...

I flunk my paper, it was fine.

But it wasn't so when people around you were over-concerned bout it. I was keeping it low but everyone seemed to know when acca results was releasing.

Just a day before it released, I went to my friend's place to pai nin. As soon as I sat down in front of the mahjong table, my friend pointed a finger at me and said "Oi! The results is gonna release tomorrow." Good. Now everyone knew about it. The other one said, "So bad la you, remind her of that at this happy moment." She got offended, "What! I'm expecting her to pass." Even better. But what if it turned out otherwise? Did you consider that? "Oh, I don't want to know bt it myself. I said. But she didn't get it. Before I left, she stopped me and said above her voice, "Wenhui! I'll be waiting for your good news!"(hinting me to let her know bout the results asap.)  "Me too!"said another girl.

Since when my results has become everyone's business. "Harr..." was all I could say. 

And the next day I didn't tell anyone of them about my results. They didn't ask and they probably could've guessed. But why?? Why do you need to know? Maybe I'm defensive but I think sometimes people poke their nose in your stuff merely out of bitchiness rather than care, and being competitive.

Hello, give me room to breathe and to heal my wound just in case I'm not doing so well can or not? When u fail your paper the last thing you want is the whole world to know.

Sulking is a plane you wanna fly solo.

Failing a paper or two was fine, it really was!

So I didn't mourn over it long before I decided to brace up and to fight for the next war. And my first resolution was to quit FB because I was spending so much time on it. I need to spend more time with books! And thus I deactivated it.

AND YET it became another issue, the ji muis found out about it and starting asking me why why WHY? I was being all positive I wanted to study and now it seemed to them I was heavily stricken.....*sigh* 

And to avoid being bombarded with questions I also turned down an outing with them on Sunday. I don't know what they would think again but I couldn't care anymore.

P/S: Thanks for drawing everyone's attention to my failure and thanks for magnifying my grief. Thank you!

I'm such a horrible friend.

[Note: Maybe this is beyond your imagination but this is a true inner voice in me, I don't usually share things like that about me.]

I'm such a horrible friend.

Sometimes people put up walls not to keep others out but to see who cares enough to tear them down. I do put up walls, but I don't do it intentionally and don't expect anyone to come across them. Of course I'd really appreciate that if you even bother to try.

Sometimes, I have problems holding proper conversations even with my closest friends, I don't msn/sms much with my best friends and I don't 'bou tin hua zuk' with my besties. Believe it nor not, I feel awkward(What's wrong with me?). But that doesn't mean that I don't care.

If I were a boy.

Just realised that my first post in the year of 2010 was a long long bitchy post. So sorry I had to kick-start my blog in the new year with such a post!

Well sometimes I wish I were a guy, at least guys aren't so much a tinderbox. They don't get all whiny when things doesn't go their way.(mostly! at least.)

"Yer! Why it has to be like that!"

"Yer, look at this/look at that"..etc...

And guys aren't vengeful, they don't intrigue against each other. One minute they are fighting and the next they are buddies again.Those Oh-I-can't-stand-this-bitch issues just don't seem to occur to them.

Like Gary Chow and Justin?

Having said that, I really beh-tahan guys who are narrow-minded and extremely sensitive. This is what makes them sissy! Seriously, who can stand guys who are constantly complaining! Walao!

Feeling Shitty

I realize that I could not possibly the only one who’s in the same state as I am. Wow, what a relief!                        -Inferior Poet

       

I can't agree to that statement more. There are tons of people out there who are feeling as shitty or even shittier than me, a few commentors of the post totally speak out my inner voices. Reading them makes me feel less shitty because I know I'm not alone.

A nice post to read on when one feels like killing oneself.

Click--->I FEEL SHITTY-Inferior Poet

你若不听 ，便无闲言。

Pick what you want to listen. Ignore what annoys you or pisses you off. If necessary, act like a deaf.

I'm so scared of being HAUNTED -.-

When it comes to bf, I can't stand those clingy type. Like a koala bear. -.-''


By clingy I mean those who check on you all the days, by sms-es, phone calls, demanding to know your whereabouts, what you have done all day, and who you have met and every word you have said to everyone if possible.

Not only that, the scope of observation and evidence collecting also involve stalking on friendster and facebook. This kinda people seriously give me headache.

I need room for myself, I don't want to live under inspection.

Turn Enemies into Friends.

I'm gonna make concessions as far as I can go.

Having enemy is torturing.