背影

背影(林宥嘉)
作詞：藍小邪 作曲：關大州

三公分陽光 三公分空氣 堵在眼前 像一面玻璃
擋住了妳表情 剩下只有腳印

一直向前走 走不完距離 一直向後 退不出回憶
很高興有心事 幫我困住自己

妳頭髮上淡淡青草香氣 變成了風才能和我相遇
妳的目光 蒸發成雲 再下成雨我才能夠靠近

感謝我不可以 住進妳的眼睛 所以才能 擁抱妳的背影
有再多的遺憾 用來牢牢記住 不完美的所有美麗

感謝我不可以 擁抱妳的背影 所以才能 變成妳的背影
躲在安靜角落 不用妳回頭看 不用珍惜

我懷裡所有溫暖的空氣 變成風也不敢和妳相遇
我的心事 蒸發成雲 再下成雨卻捨不得淋溼妳

感謝我不可以 住進妳的眼睛 所以才能 擁抱妳的背影
有再多的遺憾 用來牢牢記住 不完美的所有美麗

感謝我不可以 擁抱妳的背影 所以才能 變成妳的背影
躲在安靜角落 不用妳回頭看 不用珍惜

感謝我不可以 擁抱妳的背影 所以才能 變成妳的背影
躲在安靜角落 如果妳回頭看 不用在意

自私

我发觉有时候我很像一个只能共福, 不能共难的朋友。或许我会让别人觉得我很自私?



每当某个朋友遇到不如意事，我都不懂该说些什么安慰的话，该怎么表达对他/她的关心。应该怎样才能达到慰籍的目的， 而又不说些很表面，无关痛痒的话，如：“他会原谅你的！” 或 “哎呀，很快没事的。” 我觉得这样不但没能为他分担痛楚，反而还可能让他觉得没人能了解他， 或觉得厌烦。



我有尝试过的。再某朋友的亲人过世时， 我知道一定要为他分忧， 我不知道除了 “人死不能复生， 别太伤心”，“别哭了， 你的亲人在天上也不想看你这样” 这类电视剧里过于泛滥的对白， 我还能说什么。说了这些谁都能背的话，还是不能平复他心里的痛。



也试过， 朋友在感情上遇到挫败，我也能说 “下一个会更好” 等等无关痛痒的话，过后气氛就尴尬了起来。-_-'' 我真不是一个好的聆听着， 诉说的对象。



或许或许，我真的太不会说话了， 遇到这种情况我还真的束手无策。我只能远远的，默默的祝福他， 盼他会振作起来。可是在他们看来， 我会不会逃得太快了？？

酷爱

Sorry for those who can't read Chinese, but I'm really mad for this song lately, I have to post the lyrics here. This is a song from a male singer from Guang Zhou, China, he is Zhang Jing Xuan. The lyrics has nothing to do with my own experience though. For those who can't understand Chinese, hope you enjoy the melody that is being played here. =]

【演唱】:张敬轩
【专辑】:张敬轩 - 酷爱


无论怎得罪
你说我是负累
陪着我等于死去了无情趣
从前或现在当我是谁
你这一种伴侣

前夜一起睡
你却没廉耻
竟讲出口你怕受罪
完全忘记往日为何
凌晨迎潮浪戏水

还道爱爱爱爱爱对爱情已死心
贪高兴好心敷衍一下却逼真的亲吻
我们这结局太不堪 分不出真假的爱恨

无谓爱爱爱爱爱太过动魄惊心
我估错这个世界得到教训
怎相信人 命中怎么爱着你为人

立甚么心肠 我对你极善良
如若你肯想想我这样受伤
你会知爱情毒于砒霜
你怎安心可不改漂亮

怎想象 共你已同享多少很真确晚上
一转头 缠绵后要罚离场

还道爱爱爱爱爱对爱情已死心
贪高兴好心敷衍一下却逼真的亲吻
我们这结局太不堪 分不出真假的爱恨

无谓爱爱爱爱爱太过动魄惊心
我估错这个世界得到教训
怎相信人 命中怎么爱着你为人

彷似幻像你给我的爱
是玩具磨烂后变绝情
难为这洗劫永没罪证
道别并无罪也没权问你内情

还道爱爱爱爱爱对爱情已死心
贪高兴好心敷衍一下却逼真的亲吻
我们这结局太不堪 分不出真假的爱恨

无谓爱爱爱爱爱太过动魄惊心
我估错这个世界得到教训
怎相信人 命中怎么爱着你为人

还道爱爱爱爱爱对爱情已死心
贪高兴好心敷衍一下却逼真的亲吻
我们这结局太不堪 分不出真假的爱恨

无谓爱爱爱爱爱太过动魄惊心
我估错这个世界得到教训
怎相信人 命中怎么爱着你为人

I'm a bit different from yesterday.

Looking at this picture. Can you tell I'm different from yesterday physically?

Not my hair.... not my eyes....... not my face...........


It's my mouth.




Erm, not exactly my mouth but....my teeth.


They are uglier than they were yesterday...

Tadaa!

Haha, Ugly Wenhui is here.


I had always wanted to rectify my teeth since like...as long as I can remember. When I was in secondary school I knew government dental clinic provide this service at much lower price but I didn't know where to find one. But actually I passed by one at kota raya a zillion times when I went for tuition lo. So now I have to pay 10 times the amount to get this done at a private dental clinic. Boohuhu.


Now I have to be very careful when I eat. I can't eat curry because it can dye the rubber in my mouth. They are pink by the way. The nurse there let me chose between 'teeth-colour' and pink. Then I chose pink without thinking twice. My friend said it's a bit too sharp. Haha. The dentise also told me not to bite hard things such as peanuts and if I want to eat apple I have to cut it into smaller pieces. If the metal thingy falls off after the warranty of two weeks, he will charge me RM50 for each metal. If I happen to bite on an apple and Oops! Four metals fall off, that means the I have to pay RM200 as a consequence of eating that so-expensive apple.


And now I can't really bite yet. I heard from my friend, she ate porridge for two weeks after she put on her braces...Because it really hurts to bite.O.0.. Siao. When I'm starving I'll put everything edible into my mouth lo. Even if that means I have to swallow the food without biting. I did this two weeks earlier when the dentist stuffed rubbers in between my teeth. I didn't eat properly for 4 days. It hurt so much to bite so I just swallow without biting much. And I got gastric after that. Probably because the food can't be digested. Hehe.

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This is the infamous-RM300-N95. Read about my older post about it here.




Look not bad for a RM300 phone right?




And the back.

Chio not?






Despite the little problem it had, it actually served it purpose quite well.


But,


I'm gonne make an announcement that the phone,



After serving as wenhui's phone for three weeks+,









It DIED.
Officially.


It hadn't waken up since this morning after it completed it's last job of waking me up this morning.


T_______T

How heartbreaking is that....


Ya, RM300 is nothing. But the phone is my aunt's. She let me use it once her hubby brought it back from China. She herself hasn't use it before. And now the phone died while I'm using it. Die lo. And I don't think it can be repaired, who would want to repair this fake phone right?





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This is a friendship badge of pang ping and me....=]]]]

I look fat in the badge though.
We made this in Mid Valley before she went back to Sydney in Feb. =]]]]

A Little Star from U.S.

Yay! I've got my first star from outside Malaysia! (I don't have many visitors from Malaysia Itself though)

A visitor from Edmond, Oklahoma, US.

This is a star from US! And it's a place named Edmond? (So Edmond is actually a name of a place in U.S.) I wonder who is the person being my first visitor/reader from that far off country. =]

Sleepless Night

I've added a few applications in my new blog as you can see. This aquarium thingy is fun. The fishies are in my favourite colour-purple! They are are so dump lo. When they swim and bump head-to-head into each other, they will stuck there and you have to poke them so they can move away from each other and swim again.

The three little fishies in the middle are stuck!

Blogging definitely take a toll on my sleep lo. When I blog, I often have so many ideas racing in my mind I wanna do them all that keep me excited and sleepless..-___- That's why I'm awake at 2am and blogging in front of the pc and playing with the fishies. >.< .

Jean had left, Ringo stays after the first elimination!

Behold!!! There are a few sexy pictures of the finalists of Malaysia Dreamgirl which are almost to be rank under 18SG. =D So, no kids allowed here!

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So the latest episode of Malaysian Dreamgirl is out today.

Jean had made her decision to quite the competition even before the first elimination.....Too bad!
She is one of my top favorite among the girls! >.<>.< >.< >.< >.<. She could go far in the competition. She is so likable with a good attitude and even her competitors like her!!! How could this happen?? She could definitely earn a lot of votes from the audience lo!! More >.<'s.......

Jean
Sweet and Sexy

And three girls are eliminated in this episode. Alison, Natasha and Eyna are the bottom three. But since Jean had left, only two are eliminated. Eyna can stay(She is quite pretty too, I like her body). And Jay is among the bottom five. Omg omg. Please don't leave so soon. I want you to stay longer! (See her rap in her video! Click Here.)

Jay
She doesn't look very pretty in this picture. She is much prettier in other time.

Anyhow, Ringo or Cheesie(as a blogger) is safe! She is so soft spoken in front of the camera. So different from 'her' in her blog. But very often, a virtual self is always different from how you look in front of the public. Not that you are faking it but it's how you carry yourself in front people and you express your mind when you blog. I still like her. She looks gorgeous in this photo shoot.

Ringo aka cheesie!
She has very good facial expression.

And here is another banner of her.

If you feel she is as good as I thought of her, please vote! Hehe. I'm doing free advert for her. I'm so kind.



Also, it's her in pajamas in the Nuffgang bday party!

She is cute, isn't she?? I wish I was in smaller size like her. >.< (Eee? I think I'm becoming a bigger friend of hers. -_-')

Im not dead yet

A very tiring day. I'd been sitting in front of my lappy since like this afternoon? It had been over 8 hours lo. What took me so long? (I'm using the desktop now, my laptop's heating, need ingsome rest.)

Well, what else if not assignments ? They come two in a row . One has to be passed up tomorrow, haha. Ya, student like me still like to do homework last minute. Normally Mud(we call each other names, she calls me Shit and I call her Mud) and I will be the ones struggling. After hours of coursework marathon, we finally stopped around 8pm. One is done and ready to be printed and another one can be continued later.

Then Mud gave me a call to confirm some stuff and before she ended the call she said,

Mud: You haven't DIED ar? (Are you still survived from work?)

Me: Not yet la, still alive, haha. How about you? You died already??

Mud: Just half alive, but I feel like dying. T__T

Me: Hahahaha.

Mud: k, that's all. I need to go now.

Me: Don't DIE ar!

Mud: Haha.


So, I'd again survived from tons of work. Hehe.

Free Lunch

I went to working place a bit earlier than normal today as I'd promised my friend to help her buy a touch-n-go card and also to send a parcel in the post office(well I din know post office is closed on Saturdays lo). Then I met an old friend of mine coincidently, really *kiew lo. He he.

I din get to send out the parcel of course. He was there because he was heading to the Maxis service centre. It was still early I went with him. While waiting for him, I walked around by myself in there and played around with the displayed Nokia N95 8Gb, I'm using one too! Haha, not exactly the same one but a fake one my uncle bought with merely RM300+ from China. The real one is definitly over RM1500+ lo. The one I'm using now has a seasonal touch screen somemore. The real 1 doesn't have. Haha. What is a seasonal touch screen?? That means it doesn't give you respond all the time you touch on it lo. It has seasons, other time you will have u press on the buttons lo. In short, it's *sot sot dei(not right). Haha.

What?? What do you expect from a RM300+ phone right?

While I was playing with the phone, a girl came over and asked me a few questions and I filled up my name and phone number in her survey form, I got a mouse pad for free. Yay! Not a lousy one but a soft one with a cushion bulging out on one end which is meant to support your wrist when you lay your hand on your mouse. I din have a proper mouse pad all these while but putting the mouse on newspaper only ar. It's true. I don't know why am I so kedekut to buy 1. Not like a mouse pad will cost me a lot. Maybe I had the feeling that I will get a free one some day. And now I've got one. Yay!


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Im back to talk rubbish again.

So I'm here again. I'd deleted my previous blog, somehow I feel wary to maintain the old one and so I deleted everything I'd spent a lot of time to write. I can be so weird at times. Hehe.

Don't know la, thinking someone who isn't so close to you could read your thought and you don't know who they are kinda freaks me out. Like someone is observing or stalking you from dark corners. Geez. Maybe I'm not that open kind of people.






The above is a banner of cheesie/Ringo from for the Malaysian Dreamgirl Contest. I doubt pasting it here help much though. I read her blog, not to say I like her but I prefer her over most of the rest of the finalists. I like Jean and Jay too actually, but I don't have banners of them. And some finalists are so cocky lo. So *yong sui sui. I don't want them to win. So Ringo, Jean and Jay, please win!!



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